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Alan M.This post was written on April 14, 2006.
A few weeks back a friend of mine died. He wasn't a close friend, just someone I knew through others. He was one of those people with whom you simply fell in love. You couldn't help yourself. He was bright, funny, good looking and full of life. Whatever he was doing, he was all there in that minute. He was a talented musician, studying music at the University of Ottawa. Al had been battling leukemia for a couple of years, and even though he was diagnosed as terminal late in 2005, he never let his illness get the better of him. He seemed to be doing well in treatment, having some better moments and some worse ones. I didn't know him well enough to cry at the news of his death, but the pain was real enough all the same. It is a small regret that I didn't know more of his condition the last months of his life. I think that I would have liked to have seen him before he passed away. There would have been nothing I could have said or done, and I am no
In recognition of their 20th wedding anniversary, Christine and Rob have chosen to renew their vows and commitment to each other. Through the years, Christine and Rob have remained a constant to their family and friends. They have been supportive to each other and to everyone around them. They have hosted events not only for themselves, but for many of us. Today, they gather us together to share this celebration. Today, we celebrate them; to recognize the past 20 years and to wish them well for the coming years together.
Christine, On October 14, 1989, I committed myself to you. I promised to honour you and love you; I promised to care for you and comfort you. In the 20 years since that day, we have weathered stress and turmoil; we have grown together and changed together. You are not only a part of my life, you are a part of my self. Together we have achieved so much. H
The Human Experience 1I have been hearing from a lot of people lately about feeling lonely and unloved, about being unsure of relationships and of their own futures. Fear and uncertainly are part of our growing experience and those experiences define who we are and how we relate to those around us. They have told us that humans are social creatures, that it is in our nature to congregate into groups and to create societies. Yet in these societies we alienate each other; become violent; try to shove a predefined normality onto others; and enforce our own personal sense of moral superiority, granted to us by religious doctrines, onto all those who do not share our views. Throughout all of this, we as a society will smile and congratulate ourselves on how welcoming and cohesive our wonderful society has become.
My digression from personal feelings of loneliness to society's self delusion is hardly a leap of logic. Those feeling most
mechanici want to kiss every aching wound you have,
bandage your heart every time it bleeds,
and patch up your mind over and over
because not a single tear deserves to fall
from your brandy-drenched eyes
but this dripping heart of mine can only feel
and the healing honey words it flames get caught
in the back of my throat and on the roof of my mouth
so i only have these passionate guttural cries
to tell you that i care all too much
and in order to fix you up again,
i would need to tear myself to tatters
and trade all of my working parts
for your leftover, fading pieces
but i just haven’t figured out how.
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